Birth mom Buds

www.birthmombuds.com and blog www.birthmom-buds.blogspot.com  are really good websites! They list so many resources for support and asking questions about being a birth mom. They have forums, they have so many things to offer, check them out! They even help you make a hospital plan which is so important.

Scholarships 4 birth mothers NEEDS YOUR HELP

Scholarships 4 Birth mothers needs your help!!!

They are running an auction check it our HERE

Here is a statement from their site:

WHAT WE ARE ABOUT!!

This is a non-profit organizations started just for birthmoms!!
At the beginning of every semester we will accept applications for the available scholarships.

The scholarships are exclusively for girls who have placed their babies for adoption.

All the funds can be donated to our fund at the bank and can be made by businesses or individuals. Even if only 100 people donated 20 dollars each that is 2 x 1000 dollar scholarships.

Everyone who donates will have their name and a link to their site or information or it can be done anonymously.

For more information email
birthmothers4adoption@gmail.com

Sometimes I Eat Ants.....

Disclaimer: we are for the humanity and safety of all creatures, except for spiders


Sscrrape....


Dawson came into the kitchen the other day and said, "Mom sometimes I eat ants..." I thought maybe this was an imaginary thing???

As I looked into the situation deeper, I learned he really did have an ant in his mouth, it looked like a crumpled cake crumb.

You would not believe the things this kid says. In addition to being a little intellectual, he says some seriously funny things.

The other day he said, "Mom you can't have dairy right?"  RIGHT! Then he said, " but sometimes you eat diarrhea."

Thought provoking...

We had a fun packed weekend. One of the best parts was spending time with my brothers little girl. She is almost 18 months old and really really cute. Dawson had a lot of fun playing with her until late in the night. Her parents had to go to a play for school and so my mom (Grammy) watched her. My family, Dan, Dawson and myself slept at my moms house so we had all this fun time with this sweet little girl. She and Dawson had so much fun together.

My brother and his wife are expected a baby boy this FRIDAY! It got me thinking, talking to her about pregnancy and everything else, what a miracle the process is, how babies go through this whole growth period and just the process of their birth. It really made me feel fortunate to have Dawson. I feel grateful that after the entire miracle of carrying a baby, birthing a baby, that through M*  we were able to receive him through adoption. This whole process for one life. It really makes me feel that the Lord knows all. Although I experience times where I feel that I am lacking some hope. I can not help be in AWE of how life comes about and HOW GRATEFUL we are to have been chosen to be his parents by his birth mom.

I call him, my CHRISTMAS PRESENT because, to me everyday is a gift, he is a gift, not only ours but he is a blessing to so many and I hope that he will touch many many lives down his road. I am GRATEFUL for THIS LIFE, all that The Lord has blessed us with.

There have been so many times we have struggles, feeling like we can't breathe, and all the while I KNOW were being watched over, even though we FELT like we were treading above water.

M* ( although I know you won't be able to read this) we are thankful for you, for being on a journey and making us a part of it. As I know of some, I imagine all the while you were treading your own water, thank you on the behalf of Dawson. For strength and courage AND for CHOOSING LIFE!

Making lemonade out of noth'n at all...

You know when someone tires to cheer you up by saying something about, " making lemon's  out of lemonade"? Sometimes that is the WORST thing to hear. Sometimes I don't want my situation compared to anyone else. It doesn't seem to help when someone tells you, you don't have it as bad as someone else. Sometimes I just want someone to say...  you know that would be hard.... and lend some validation!Why does that not happen?

 Why do people try to solve issues when the solver has not ever gone through it and seem to think that if you do A, B &C for sure you will achieve a specific result!

Why can't I just sometimes have a hard time, a rainstorm of my OWN and let it blow over without someone stepping in?  It seems like when we are in pain or struggling with something, people try to bandage it up!

Sometimes its good for things to air out a bit before you go and cover it up with a bandage. Neosporin, go for it but you don't have to cover up.

A rainstorm and some wind can be helpful and sometimes that is all that is needed to clear out an inversion.

Sometimes its hard to hope for children that you don't know when they are coming, whether its by infertility treatments or for us, adoption.

I'm having a hard time hearing Dawson pray for siblings and I can't provide that for him in the conventional way of carrying a baby.

The thing is, when people get pregnant it is like they are treated as if they are a super hero, because they created a baby (which is great but that's not what I am talking about), when you have infertility issues people try to solve your issues, you hear all about how to get pregnant.... my sisters aunts cousin did this and got pregnant. Because I don't carry a baby it does not make me, Emily broken, it does not define me. It means, I don't carry babies in my womb it means I have had miscarriages, it means my body doesn't carry babies successfully but it does not take away my ability to be a mother.

Please don't feel bad for me, don't try to solve something that is Right just as it is. And when my rainstorms come because we HOPE for another CHILD, pray for us. Share hope with us, advocate on our behalf and let other's know about the ABSOLUTE JOY we have THROUGH OPEN ADOPTION.

 It is a way to add to a Family, our family and you don't just add that little baby or child, you hope to add an entire family. And that family feels like family you have never had and wonder how you lived so long with out being a part of them. So don't pity those that adopt, we are loved beyond measure and our hearts are full with gratitude for the gift we have and the family we have gained ( whether it be the baby/ child or an entire other family).

So the next time you are near someone who may not have children ( or anyone who is struggling with something) CHANCES are you have not experienced what they have, and although  you may have good intentions, if you have not gone through infertility yourself, please don't send out unsolicited advice, and if you have not adopted or love someone who has adopted don't try to solve it.

Sometimes I do need to look at a situation and be glad in it but really I do know how to make lemonade and I will when I am right and ready but sometimes, please if a storm is coming in, be there for me or anyone else who may have storms of their own. And most importantly do not judge that women that chooses adoption for her child, she has more wisdom then most. Read.here this is a really good post written by a birth mom Jessa.  And then just as important read here  And if you want join us for this...click here and let me know!